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21/08/2014

A Trip Away...


I needed to get away. To escape the fact that I am moving house next month. And there is something so satisfying in punching your passport details into a text box, choosing an early flight and booking a little trip away somewhere. So I grabbed what I needed and myself and my Mum headed to our home in Ireland for the week. It's situated in a small town with not much to do at all but I love it more each time I go. I had planned to take photos each day of the landmarks that represent my other home and the place where I grew up each school holiday for years but alas the one above is the only picture I snapped. It's good to escape sometimes. To a land where everything is greener, the people are happy to say hello to you, and let's face it; the accents are a major button pusher (for me, anyway!).

What I miss :
The bread
The accents
Cows in the garden
Good coleslaw
Apple pies
Family & old friends

What I will NEVER miss :
HMV stores - seriously, worst layout I've ever come across
Shops
Weather

06/08/2014

Letters

My niece snapped this photo, I think we have a future photography student on our hands!

Because I am the worst texter-backer ever...

Dear Godfather, thank you for your old band t-shirts. I live in them, much to Mum's obvious dismay.
Dear D, I will miss you when you go to India. Please don't leave!
Dear Sainsburys, please stop making Chip Sticks. Then I won't need to eat them all.
Dear Exercise, I limped for three days because of you. Three days!!
Dear Steve McQueen, thank you for your films. 
Dear J, D, A & R, please continue to forgive my horrific texting skills. I'll figure it out one day.
&Dear James McAvoy, stop being so damn cute.

03/08/2014

Sleep Evades


Luckily tonight is unlike most others as no dwellings on the past/present/future have overcome me, it is a simple feeling of restlessness. After watching interview after interview it has become apparent that no amount of Fassbender-Mcavoy-Knightly or Hardy will bring about any deep rest, it is hopeless. But tonight is still a peaceful unease in which I crept down the stairs, hopping past the well known creaks. Edging through the kitchen door trying my hardest not to unsettle my furry friends and poured myself a bowl of Cinnamon Grahams. Then retraced my steps back to my fitful room and now I sit comfortably with the window ajar watching X-Men First Class wishing for sleep to wash over me.

3.04 am.
4.14 am.

28/07/2014

Is this it?




The clicking of keys.
The shrill of the telephone. 
The tapping of a biro. 
The rolling of a chair. 
The sighs that fill the air minute after minute. 
Is this it?


Today, I feel miserable. Not in a "I'm going to bring you down with me" kind of miserable, more of an imaginary woodpecker tap tap tapping away at my head kind of thing. Each tap representing the same three words I ask myself every day. Is this it?

I work in a small office each day as I have done for the past four years of my life. Age group 18-22 has been spent with the same company. And while I have grown a lot as a person, I am still in no way closer to realising what I want to do with my life. I did not go to University like all of my friends did. Instead I took a job and bought a car and discovered my independence in my own way. I have saved more money than the majority of people my age will have saved in years to come and yet this still isn't enough. In no way do I take my job for granted. But I want more. I need more. I need to discover a life outside of the walls of the renovated barn that I have sat in for years that I know all the ins and outs of.

I know how to change the waste toner cartridge. I know where the blu tack is kept. If anyone has any strange requests they turn to me, who will 99.9% have it hidden deep in the back of my office drawers. Permanent markers? Check. Alan key? Check! (Please do not ask how I came to have an alan key in my drawer - I have no answers) I know where the special labels are kept. I know whether they go face up or face down on the printer. But I do not know where I am headed in life. Or where I should even begin.

Travelling is in my sights. At the moment it is the only thing I want. But no one else is in a position to go on the adventure with me. Do I go alone? Do I wait? SOMEBODY TELL ME. Because for some unknown reason, I can't seem to tell myself.

Is this it?

27/07/2014

Mr Penumbra's 24-Hour Bookstore by Robin Sloan

Mr Penumbra's 24-Hour Bookstore - Robin Sloan

I had heard so much about this book that when I saw it peeking out from the shelves of my local book shop I had to buy it. I sat on my bed turning it over in my hands and realised I had no real idea of what the book was actually about — other than a 24 hour store — but sometimes that is the best way, so I jumped right in. 

This book records the story of Clay Jannon, a 26 year old programmer/designer who has been hit by recession and is in need of a new job. He finds himself outside the slightly time warped Mr Penumbra's 24-Hour Bookstore advertising for a new job and steps inside.

"I pushed through the bookstore's glass door. It made a bell tinkle brightly up above, and I stepped slowly through. I did not realise at the time what an important threshold I had just crossed."

I was pulled in from the start and enjoyed flicking through the early pages of this book. Much like Clay I was filled with curiosity as to what dwelled in the books back in the dark shelves which old members sought out night after night. The mystery surrounding old Mr Penumbra was infectious and the book had an eery feeling of magic running through it. (I was getting the idea that this could be a book store's version of Harry Potter - but on a much smaller scale.) The way in which Sloan describes his surroundings is incredibly vivid,  you almost begin to feel the atmosphere in the book climbing out into your bedroom and encompassing you in it; this is something that I cannot fault in the book.

"The shelves were packed close together, and it felt like I was standing at the border of a forest — not a friendly California forest, either, but an old Transylvanian forest, a forest full of wolves and witches and dagger-wielding bandits all waiting just beyond moonlight's reach. There were ladders that clung to the shelves and rolled side to side. Usually those seem charming, but here, stretching up into the gloom, they were ominous. They whispered of accidents in the dark."

Once I waded further into the book I found myself detaching from both the story and the characters. I felt there were no real explorations into the characters, no developments made. And rather than a 26 year old man, Clay and his friends seemed no older than 16 years old. The story runs away from the more mystical adventure that it began with and introduced the likes of Google as a character in itself.

The ending was quite an anti-climax as I really couldn't understand where the writer was going to go with it, it was set up for a fall as soon as it was something of a more modern entity. I found myself really fighting to get through the last two hundred pages which rarely happens to me. I wish I could have loved it like many others did, but it just wasn't the book for me!

25/07/2014

By The Way

This is me.

Here are a few things about me.
Well I'm 22 years old.
I tend to fall (literally) into ridiculous situations constantly.
If you were to look inside my head you would most likely hear clown music on fast forward.
I don't get out enough. (I'm trying to rectify this)
I will always be messy or terribly unorganised.
I will watch the same film on loop for weeks and still laugh and cry in the same places.
I like having babies around so I can "babysit" whilst eating their supply of rusks.
I read a lot.
I couldn't bring myself to watch the final episode of Prison Break.

Things I greatly appreciate :
Books,
Arctic Monkeys
Uma Thurman's twist in Pulp Fiction
Dogs with human names - like Alan or George
Michael Flatley
Kids in sandals
Independant films
John Travolta dancing to All Shook Up by Elvis,
The Cure
Sleeping in the car
The Michael Fassbender & James McAvoy bromance.

& that's all there is to it really!

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